Another day in school. I only have 2 periods today which is good for me cos i'm very tired. Was telling one of colleagues, that although the students here are better, i felt less motivated to teach. I felt as though i'm letting my students down. Because of the low morale, it is affecting my teaching.

My lesson did not go so well just now. In fact, i didn't even manage to get anything done. I spend the whole 2 periods, disciplining and talking to the students. It is not that they canno behave (they are very good last week). One of the students told me that i dun smile when i went in to teach them. This brings me to think. It is pretty true that i hadn't been smiling a lot lately. Is things really that bad for me? I just hope i dun go into a depression mood now..