It's back to school for me. No more sourcing for non-existence instructors!

Sometimes i can't help but think that if there really is someone up there, he must be really testing my patience.

I have been procrasinating about taking my license for the longest time. So when i finally gathered up my motivation to take it, i had to face a lot of obstacles.

Ppl have being telling me that it is cheaper to take a private instructor and blah blah of all the advantages. But damn it. I'd only gotten like one contact so far and that instructor teaches in Ubi! I feel embarrassed to keep asking my friends if they had found their contacts, only to hear from them that they have forgotten all about it. I know i sound desperate. That is because i'm! My PDL only last for 6 months and my advance theory for 2 years. I'm seeing time ticking away. I'm just kinda sick of hearing ppl telling me how good their private instructor is and then turned away, leaving me to source for one. I mean what's the point of telling me your instructor is good, only to leave me dangling with hope but never to get the contact?

But, i dun really blame them. Dun all of us fall into this category? We promised to do something, like finding a contact or sourcing some stuffs for friends, only to keep forgetting about it. I do that myself. But it sure is damn irritating when it happens to you. So i can imagine there are a few ppl who are irritated with me out there.

I sounded more frustrated than i wanted to. Sometimes i do not realised that i had sounded more harsh than i mean. I must be a bad person. Maybe that is why i simply can't seem to manage some of the classes and everyone is trying to tell me how to do it.

I'm tired. I dun wish to start thinking issues about me being a lousy teacher.

I'm going to sleep.