Where is the love?!

I felt abit low morale these few days. I do not know is it because i'm too busy or wat? But this feeling sucks. I was actually feeling happy the past few days, thinking that my life is finally changing for the better.

Sometimes, i think maybe it is not that God is not fair to me but i don't deserve it. Maybe i just like the feeling of living a sucky life that i can't stop doing things to make my life worse. Maybe it is all me and nobody else faults.

I do not know what i want. I feel like there are two me. And they are always arguing over one thing or another and that's why i'm always torn between decisions. Who am i? I cannot answer. But i sure am damn feeling lousy now. Where is my love??