Just like the million others who is living under the same sky, I'm just trying to find that significant one to write my own fairy tale stories...

Wednesday, November 04, 2009

Whatever Happens To...

... my passion and my dream for my profession?

A colleague of mine posted this video on FB.

I could still remember the times in NIE where i joked and shared what i want to do when i graduated from NIE. I could still remember so clearly of the things that i wanna do to inspire the young minds.

Sadly, all i could do now is to remember that it had once dawned on me that i had wanted to be a good educator.

I honestly could not remember the details on how everything had happened and why am i surviving everyday at work instead of loving it. I could not remember what i had done to make myself an outcast in school and why there will be people who could viciously backstab others to achieve their own goals. I could not understand how these people could live without guilt on their behaviour.

I honestly do not know how to say goodbye to my students that i had grown so fondly to. I'm never good with goodbye.

I just hoped that i could keep my tears back when i bid them goodbye.