Just like the million others who is living under the same sky, I'm just trying to find that significant one to write my own fairy tale stories...

Friday, July 05, 2013

Year 2012

Procrastination is a scary thing. Before you know it, days had became months and months became years. I looked at my last posted entry and it was dated 13th Oct 2011, just before I turned 30. Fast forward to almost 2 years later, here I am. I had actually wanted to post again but I just kept telling myself later. Sometimes, there is no later. I thought of discarding my blog and start a new one but I realized I am too attached to it to do so. Therefore I shall start my new post talking about 2012. 2012 is a strange year for me. I had experienced extreme joy and sadness. What's the joy? My daughter was born. I never knew being a mother could be so fulfilling until I became one. Although I had less time to myself, it doesn't seem to matter. Just when I thought I am on heaven, I made a discovery so shocking to me that it changed my world forever. I became someone else after the incident. I went from living in heaven to dropping to hell. But I decided enough is enough. I don't wish to live in sadness anymore. Thus on the anniversary of the day that changed my life, I decided to let it all go and be a happier person from this point on. Till then, I will try not to procrastinate. Keeping my fingers crossed.