Just like the million others who is living under the same sky, I'm just trying to find that significant one to write my own fairy tale stories...

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

And again..

I've been getting lazy this week. I'm even getting too lazy to blog recently.

The past few weeks were pretty insane with me trying to get my papers done. The lack of sleep and proper eating and resting is getting to me. I'm just so tired this week, no matter how much i sleep.

The easiest way to lose weight is still to be under stress. I have shed a few kilos within two weeks. But in a bad way however. I have totally lost my appetite. I'm too tired to eat most of the time and would rather skip my meals. I'm kinda worried for myself too, for if this goes on, i will soon fall sick again, which i do not wish so. I wanna to be able to go out and have fun on my birthday.

Speaking of my upcoming birthday (which luckily for me falls after the salary is in), I'd wanted to get myself something to reward myself for all the stress i'd put my body through. Now that i finally have the time to sit down and look through my list, there is actually a lot of thing that i wanna get.

1. Britney Spear's Curious perfume
2. A new watch
3. HP, pocket PC
4. Cannon Ixus camera (finally bought it!)
5. New clothes
6. New shoes
7. New bags (i can't just never have enough bags..And that holds true for shoes and clothes as well..)
8. A holiday trip (Maybe a shopping holiday trip?)
9. A SPA session (I really need it)
10. LOST DvDs (I'm so dying to catch this series...)
11. A new hairdo (Maybe to dye my hair another colour, i'm kinda sick of the curent one)

Arrgh.. The list seems to go on forever.. So little money, so much to buy..

Now, now, which one should i spend my salary on first? Any idea?

Saturday, September 17, 2005

In Summary...

Since KJ requested for me to add a new entry, i shall do just that.

I have been wanting to blog about a lot of things but i simply couldn't find the time (I'm only sleeping 3+ hours everyday!) to do it. So let me just summarize everything that has been happening.

First on the swampy CIP. I was rather reluctant to go for i hate areas that are infested with mosquitoes. The school promised to provide long boots for all teachers and they did that. I was still wondering if i should pretend to be ill so that i can stay outside the swamp but then since i was already there, might as well go in and experience for myself. It actually turns out to be quite fine. Maybe i'd too much repellent on. I didn't get a single bite from the hateful mosquitoes! It also turned out to be a good bonding session with some of my kids. They said it is the first time they see me so funny. Hmmm.. Am i really too serious with them?


I was rather shocked that KJ got discovered by his students. But then again, he named his blog uner his name, how secret can it get? *wondering* This brought up a fear of mine. I was quite afraid of students discovering this blog. It is not that i have written anything that cannot be seen by them but that i would rather very much keep this part of my life away from them. I think i should find one day to change my photo on this blog.


It was my school mid-autumn celebration yeaterday night. It was also a super long and busy day for me. I dun think i can survive another long day like this, simply too much for. My performance was a little screw up, not by me but by the sound system. First, they play the music too slow and we couldn't catch the tune! But luckily, the students was rather supportive and cheered for us. Although, they kept laughing at me later.


I decided to give the dance concert a miss. I dun think i can afford to waste another day totally without getting any work done. It maybe a pity but at least i will get to watch my 'snow, wolf, lake' in peace later. Speaking of that, i should get back to my work so that i can shower and get ready to go out in anothr few hours time.

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

There is NO holidays, so stop asking!

Sometimes, ppl just make me mad.

I swear the next person who come up to me and say things like "Hey! So nice got holiday, i also wanna be a teacher", i will pluck his head of his neck!

Stupid, idiotic people. Holiday, what holiday?? As far i've know, only a few of us truely gets the sept holidays. The luckier ones will only need to go back to school for one or two days. The unluckier ones (like me) have to go back for the whole week and even have to spend a Sat at some stupid mango swamp to do CIP with students. This is like the second time i'm going for the CIP thing and some teachers don't even need to do even once!

Feel like scolding the F word all the way in this entry. I bloody wish that MOE will send more new teachers to my school this year end so that the 5 of us won't keep getting bully anymore! Then they will have new targets to do all the shitty job. Ha! I'm praying hard for this to happen. *praying*

I'm so angry over the CIP thing. Maybe that is because i've to go to mango swamp! Imagine the amount of mosquitoes that will be bitting me to death! The mere thought of it is giving me shudders. I'm thinking now how to cover the whole of myself up so that they cannot touch me at all! If you think that it is something small, well it is not to me! I fucking hate mosquitoes cos i always get sting by them! No matter where i'm, they simply won't let me off. I cannot imagine going there, it is like sending a lamb to a tiger's cage. I will surely kena killed! Arrgh! I dun wanna come back with lot of ugly red dots all over my body, especially on my face. Hate the stupid teacher-in-charge. Sounds as if it is very simple. Then why aren't the other teachers walking through the swamp with the students? Why are they just sitting at the control station while we, the newbies, have to walk through the thing with the students. These are not even my form classes. Whatever happen to the form teachers of these classes? Aren't they supposed to do something also?

How i wish i could get MC for that Sat, then i won't need to go through all these torture. I would rather fall down the stairs to my death than to be biten by stupid mosquitoes. Now, will someone gimme a push?